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God Doesn’t Speak to Us in Puzzles

October 15, 2020 by Abby McDonald

For weeks, I thought God was giving me signs. Hints of something to come. 

What I didn’t realize at the time is God doesn’t speak to us in puzzles.

I faced a health scare, and twenty-one days stood between the initial phone call and a diagnosis. So I prayed and kept my eyes open. An hour after the receptionist at the breast imaging office called, I realized an online cancer summit was starting the exact same day as my upcoming diagnostic exam. Then, I remembered October was breast cancer awareness month.

When I asked a few friends to pray for me, on more than one occasion they asked God for healing. Wait a minute, was I sick? Was God trying to tell me what was coming?

Uncertain about what lay ahead, I walked the dog and prayed for a healthy body. I prayed when they did further screening, they’d find nothing there. But what if?

My diagnostic exam finally came, and I listened to worship music on the way to the office. Every song seemed to talk about not fearing the future and state how God is always with us. I sang along with the radio, making the words my personal victory chant.

After the technician took more pictures from new angles, I sat in the waiting room with the robe draped around my body. I tried to numb my brain with mindless scrolling on Instagram, but couldn’t get a good signal on my phone. Then, I noticed a Gideon Bible sitting on the end table across the room.

As I picked it up and carried it to my chair, I noticed a defect with the cutting. Several pages toward the middle of the Bible were longer around the bottom edge, creating a sort of natural bookmark. I flipped open to the first “bookmarked” page and read. As the words spoke straight to my spirit, I realized this was the voice of God.

“The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?” Psalm 27:1 KJV 

All this time leading up to my appointment, a fear lurked during moments I allowed myself to overthink. I looked for hidden clues and thought perhaps God was trying to prepare me for unwelcome news.

But in this moment with the words of David lying on my lap, I saw the truth. God doesn’t speak to us in puzzles or give us breadcrumbs to follow when he’s speaking to us. His words are not a puzzle to be solved, but a balm to the weary soul.

When God speaks, his voice is steady and consistent, not confusing and fear-inducing.

Although Jesus spoke to the Jews in parables they didn’t understand, this was because he already knew their hearts. He knew they didn’t believe, and they had already chosen their path. But when he speaks to us as children, it isn’t in parables. It’s in a loving voice that says, “Don’t be afraid. No matter what the future holds, I’m with you.”

Seconds after I read those words from Psalm 27, the technician came in with the radiologist’s reading. Further screening showed I didn’t have cancer. I wouldn’t need to return for another year. But you know what? Even if the reading had shown the opposite, I know those fear-inducing moments weren’t the voice of God.

Why? Because over three hundred times in scripture, God tells us, “Don’t be afraid.” He tells us he goes with us, and he prepares a path for us.

If you feel like you’re chasing breadcrumbs today, trying to hear the voice of God, know this: He still speaks. Sit down, quiet your mind, and put your phone on “do not disturb.” Open your Bible and see what happens.

He wants to communicate with each of us. Sometimes we just have to slow down our racing hearts enough to listen.

An Invitation:

If you need further encouragement that God is for you, even in the midst of the struggle, uncertainty, and unknown future, I encourage you to pick of a copy of my book, Shift: Changing Our Focus to See the Presence of God. Many people have sent me messages saying it is a timely book for this season, which encourages my heart so much. I pray that God continues to use it to touch lives.

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  1. Calvonia Radford says

    October 15, 2020 at 6:21 pm

    My family is currently going through a scary season. God has quietly reminded me that He is a very present help in trouble and He is with us even to the ends of the earth.

    • Abby McDonald says

      October 22, 2020 at 2:30 pm

      I am praying for you friend. Yes, He is with you. Amen.

  2. Christy Mobley says

    October 16, 2020 at 7:33 am

    Good Words Abby. That often happens to me in the midst of a scare. And I too think, is God giving me hints? But you’re right, he doesn’t have to give us hints. He can just speak to us through his Word. Glad you are fine. ❤️

    • Abby McDonald says

      October 22, 2020 at 2:31 pm

      It’s good to know I’m not the only one who thinks this way. But God is so good to keep showing us his truth. Thank you, friend. Me too.

  3. Robin conklin says

    October 16, 2020 at 9:28 am

    You were telling my story! I am a 17 year breast cancer survivor, and every year I get callbacks for additional screenings. So, this year, I just let it go….I got the call from the doctor…all clear, see you next year! Thank you God.

    • Elizabeth Livingston says

      October 16, 2020 at 11:23 am

      Very encouraging message dear Abby! Thanks for sharing!

      • Abby McDonald says

        October 22, 2020 at 2:32 pm

        I’m so glad it encouraged you, friend. Thank you.

    • Abby McDonald says

      October 22, 2020 at 2:32 pm

      What a testimony of God’s faithfulness, Robin! Thank you for sharing. I’m so glad to hear you received a clear report.

  4. Omega Fwambo says

    October 16, 2020 at 11:02 am

    Indeed it was a good scope after the intense I have gone through..but I’m glad through it all I learned to trust my God..even though it was hard but I trusted and forever trust him ..his word is alive and I’m a part and parcel of his word….
    May God bless you

    • Abby McDonald says

      October 22, 2020 at 2:32 pm

      Yes, His word is alive! Amen. So thankful.

  5. Valerie Griffin says

    October 16, 2020 at 12:49 pm

    This is such good truth, Abby. Thanks for sharing your experience and how you are fighting fear with faith.

    • Abby McDonald says

      October 22, 2020 at 2:33 pm

      Thank you for your kind words of encouragement! I’m so glad God speaks to us in a way we can understand and know it is from Him.

  6. Lisa Appelo says

    October 17, 2020 at 3:48 pm

    So true, Abby. I’m so grateful that we can trust God without having to read through circumstances. Such a good reminder.

    • Abby McDonald says

      October 22, 2020 at 2:33 pm

      Me too, friend. God is so good.

  7. Cheryl says

    October 18, 2020 at 8:44 pm

    Thank you for this message. My mind works this way so often. I’m grateful to be reminded of God’s love and gentle voice.

  8. Ivy says

    October 21, 2020 at 1:50 pm

    I couldn’t agree more. I had a couple of scares too. I am a stroke survivor. I had a hemorrhagic stroke, the more fatal one. Every day I thank God that I’m alive today. I also recently had a biopsy of a thyroid nodule which turned out to be benign. So I have to come back and check in a year. I am so thankful. Thank you .

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